Can’t even imagine what I’d do without you.
Everything has gone to shit.
You give me inspiration..
and faith..
I finished your song.
I see all these shitty people making money off of innocent people.
And what’s worse is that I’m helping.
You and music are the only thing I have left.
My best friend is gone.
So in turn, you are my new best friend.
It’s ridiculous how depressing life can be, but at the same time so beautiful.
The human race’s intentions are willing, but honestly, deep down, we all have shit we wish we did not think about, but all in all, do think about every day.
We really are shitty, but I only think it’s because of the fact that we have the choice to think about these either disgusting, or disturbing things.
I’m sure we all have had these thoughts.
But they are amplified..
I know what death feels like.
It’s amazing, yet scary.
At least I still have you, I never want to die knowing I won’t be able to see you in the after life. One can only hope, and have faith for afterlife with knowledge..
This is rambling, but innocent, truthful thoughts coming from my mind.
our earth is but a speck of our universe, we are lonely, and we pointlessly slide across the universe.
But with emotional/relative thinking in play, you realize how much everything really does matter. Everything has beauty, and every part of beauty has something imperfect. Even with all this knowledge.. I feel as if there is still something greater..
God forgive me for this, if you even exist..
but.. if I don’t achieve my dreams, at least let me die happy.
I am in TRUE LOVE with RCA.
My heart sinks into my stomach acid when I’m worried,
and she brightens every day.
Things could be better, but it doesn’t even matter, once you’re taken away.. I will have nothing left except talent, but to what use?
I write songs for you, and for my memories..
Because the older I get, the more they fade, and the more life feels like a dream…
so surreal..
I thought I’ve had love before. I’ve had love for things, and people, like family, and my ambition, and music..
but with this extraordinary girl..
I can feel none the less perfect.
What is my definition of perfect you ask?
-Experiencing life without a question, just knowing it’s for the best.
-The feeling I get when I look into your eyes.
-The perception of earth, and the love that people share.
Very few things can give me this feeling, but you my dear, are one of them.
I cannot express with words, feeling, or actions the way I feel.
Death is my greatest fear, even know I’ve come close, and it feels amazing, I never want to reach the state of nirvana, or ascension.
I COULD NEVER leave someone like you behind.
Even if we all have doubts in our minds sometimes,
this is the most positive I’ve ever been.
I’m in love.. and you make everything better.
I’ve been so fucked up before to the point where I’ve felt like I was dying.. it’s an in-explainable feeling and it’s scary, but feels amazing.
The only time I ever feel better is when I’m with you.
If you live for me, I will die for you.
If you live with me, I will die with you.
Death is a disturbing thought, and feeling..
but the feeling of True Love over comes it every time.
